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Let me become a lifeless doll that have no feeling..no pain..no soul..no love..no tear..no heart..I don wan to get hurt anymore.I'm lying face-down crying, I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize. Who are you? Can u tell me?
From the ashes i saw you rise...
From the ashes i buried your lies...
From the ashes i washed off the dust...
From the ashes i gave you my trust...

Into the depths i lead you on...
Into the depths i held you strong...
Into the depths i was your sight...
Into the depths i brought you to light...

Lean on me if you ever need me...
Lean on me if you ever seek me...
Lean on me if you want a listening ear...
Lean on me if you fear what you hear...

I will hold you if you want my hand..
if you still take me as a friend...
I will close your eyes in you fear what
you see...
if you only just allow me...

I will be here for you when you need me,
coz i'm your nee-chan... so when you
need me, just tell me... i will be there
ASAP... ^-^
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Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 05:22 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Jan 2 (Mon) - [.[_Flower of the day: Caladium_].]

Today went out to meet SY for Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of The Were-Rabbit but the 2.30pm was full x_x then have to take 4.45pm's show. After my lunch, we went to x-zone to play shooting game and para ;p the movie was super funny, i love the penguins and bunnies in there. XD then go to eat fish and chip for dinner. after all the chatting now i got a guy version of me :3 thank god that the 65 was quite empty ^0^ thanks for sending me home, SY. ^^;
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Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 10:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Song: Alessandro Safina/Ewan McGregor - Your Song (Moulin Rouge)
just got home not long...masa called me at about 1pm+ and ask me go sentosa to take photos? then I was so late that i only reach there at 3pm+ >.< and im so shock when ash came fetch me and ask:

"You never bring your yukata ah?"

Then my jaws dropped, I didnt know that i have to bring my yukata to shoot in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was quite lucky that masa got a set of extra yukata *phew* He lend me his the more light colour yukata as he wear
back the black one he wore in NM. I still tot that he got call out a few more people, but in the end theres only masa's makeup artist + masa + ash + me + gno? + and a female photographer. Took pics until abt 7pm and start changing back to our normal clothings. Masa and his friend drop off ash's car at habour front then we went to eat dinner~

After that ash sent gno? and his gf to queenstown then me to my home ^^

spiritual
SPIRITUAL BEAUTY - You are calm, peaceful, and
content. Introverted and quiet you know
everything about yourself. You never speak
without thinking and every decision you make is
well thought out. Since you know yourself so
well you aware of your strengths and your
shortcomings, which gives you the advantage of
easily learning from your mistakes and
improving yourself quickly. You may or may not
be religious. If you are religious your faith
and convictions are solid and no one can sway
you from your beliefs.


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HASH(0x8e80068)
Your first kiss will be passionate. You love love
and to be loved and you want to let your
partner know how much you care. You can be a
little closed up to some people but you don't
hide things. Your first kiss is special to you
because you think of it as a part of yourself,
and that's why its so passionate.


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Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 12:37 am (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Song: Nicole kidman - One day I'll fly away (Moulin rouge)
26 aug (fri) - cos of sleeping until forgot to eat dinner, so went with ash to go meet zenshin..nicky..zero..and a guy for supper (prata) at clementi as he came at pick me up at about 10pm X_x though its already late but theres still tons of people eating O___o eat until 12.30am+...then zenshin they wanna cycle to Sentosa?. Ash took me to a place that got lots and lots of shiny ships XD the training to learn how to smile is still so hard =___= and now then i know its so hard to hug a human *cos most of the time is ppl dash towards me and glomp me* .__. and we stay there until 3.30am, and reach home at 4am *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing*

27 aug (sat) - 7 hours of sleep is still not enough z_z but...i have to meet mata nee chan at 1pm..>.< so rushing out of house at 12.30pm, and start playing para at DG mrt station's X zone. Meet the vampire group at 2pmm, clark quay mrt. Stoned there for quite some time to wait for the people to come, even though theres only aki..ringo..angel..losse..me..sayuki hime..moomoo..masa...mata nee chan..takumi..and pheliosstar, but its still fun enough ^-^ moomoo oso brought me chocola~demo in the end it melted ;_; the meeting turns into a
kinda of like photoshooting seesion XD *cries* Domuya today did not open..*stares at the dollfies from outside* theres are alot of cute shots that moomoo took~! <3 We went to play para at the bugis arcade~ quite okie..though i accidentally hit a girl straight at her mouth? I hope shes ok ._. I just wonder why moomoo doesnt wanna dance para since he can even dance latin '-' so wasted XD Took a qroup piccy before we go home ^-^ Hope can get to see the pic of today soon :x


Past
"Time passes by, but persistant demons still
clutch on to me"

You have been wronged in the past and have to live
with those awful memories now. That is why you
carry inside much hate and sadness, which you
hide away to most people. To this day you still
feel pain thinking of it, and desire revenge
done to them/him/her, to right the wrongs that
has been made to you. You usually are alone or
with a few friends, but you aren't too keen on
the human race anylonger. You might find
temporary happiness in some sort of activity,
such as music, to get out your feelings, even
if it is just listening to it. Most people
might think you are overreacting to still feel
such contempt, and that doesn't exactly help to
be around those who can't understand. You might
feel insecure nowadays, and you have little
faith in most things.


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Pisces
You're sensitive, affectionate, and very clingy.
You would do best with a Pisces or a Cancer.
CANCER is the homebody of the Water Signs. Many
Cancers have a strong connection with their
parents. They are also the moodiest of the
Water Signs because Cancer's emotions are
constantly going through different phases, like
the moon, which is their ruling planet.
Therefore, it can be difficult to predict your
Cancer's moods. As trust is tantamount to
Cancers, you must earn a crab's trust before
they will expose their soft core. Comfort and
security is also important in a partner to
Cancers. They are perfectly content staying
home with good food and someone they love, as a
Cancer's home serves as their safe haven. Like
a crab, they can appear tough on the outside,
but are quite vulnerable beneath their shell.
Thus, penetrating the shell requires patience
and sensitivity. Cancers have a need to nurture
the ones they love and need some nurturing in
return. So, make your Cancer feel loved, secure
and protected, and they'll never leave home.
Motto: Home is where the heart is.
PISCES is the most compassionate of the Water
Signs. They are also the most intuitive and
self-sacrificing of the zodiac as they are
often willing to forego their own interests for
their partner's interests. More than any other
sign, Pisces are keenly in tune with other
people's emotions, which can be both good and
bad. They pick up on the vibrations of the
others around them like emotional sponges, and
therefore, they can be highly influenced by
others. Therefore, Pisces do not handle the
negative emotions well. To compound things,
they can be highly impressionable, so if you're
feeling upset, your Pisces will too. Perhaps,
this is why the Pisces are the real dreamers of
the zodiac, preferring fantasy to the real
world and getting lost in fantasies. So, put on
a happy face, surround your Pisces with
positive people, shielding them from the harsh
realities of the world, and you'll keep your
Pisces happy as a clam -- or fish. Motto: I
dream, therefore I am.



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Word_Daydream
Your a daydreamer.. All you do is dream what could
happen of what you want to happen. You seem to
live in your own world...


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Aug. 21st, 2005 @ 03:20 pm Natsu Matsuri!
Current Mood: cheerful
Song: Moulin Rouge Soundtrack - Come What May
20 aug(sat) - Late again when im surpose to meet ash, martian, and mata nee chan at 2pm, AMK mrt. Theres another photographer san which I keep forgetting his name when we set off to the japanese school ._. The guards there are damn @$%!!$%# cos they dont let ash chan park in the school unless he got the ticket of NM T_T So he have to drive around then found a private carpark to park his car :3 Its damn hot and crowded in the school >.< and thanks to martian who helped me to tie my obi!

*im bad at tieing obi..* ^^;

We were like waiting there for about 1hour+? Still got hiyu ma help me tie my hair~ running around to find xeno san for ticket..After getting in, theres too many people and was getting serparted until left me, mata nee chan and lex nii chan ;_; but we went to "fish" water balls first XD Didnt really get to take more bcos of too many ppl surrounding the place, only got us 2 water balls each person. As we walk around,we saw the main course food and queue for unagi bento, pi da came! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee! demo pi da don have the
coupon for the meal.. ;_; After eating, we met moomoo, angel they all as some ppl wanna the water balls, in the end , i have to "fish" for many ppl @_@ kana caught once by the japanese sch ppl... bleh..*but continue to cheat* XD

Donno why suddenly everyone runs off to buy beer ._. even vic is drinking! =-+ She gave me her cup of beer that left alittle, but i nearly vomit it out when i tried to finish it @-@ and I felt weird?

Death-Eva san even treat me an ice cream! *shares it with vic and mata nee chan* Then the ppl suddenly want to go DG thon instead of Changi T^T Its kinda of boring there so I decieded to go home with night devil by ash's car, in the end takumi oso tag along. ^^ but its only 12.30Am and we don really feel like going home so ash drove us to a place with a tower infront of a reservio? @.@ We sit there and talk about some funny things about what happened in the past...but takumi have to go home when his parents called his at 2am+, so...GO HOME TIME~ *huggles ash* everytime have you to send me back home, gomena desu >.< slept for about 10 hours? heee , theres quite alot of nice memories yesterday ^^
ooooo coolie
Your soul has Amazing wings!

Your always very determined to get what
you want, and you never seem to give up.
Your very good at the things you do,
and you can always make a friend
smile.
Your wings give off a strength that no one
else could ever have, no matter how hard they try.

A quote: We won't be doing that now will
we? You've got a strict mommy now! The bathroom
is over there got it?


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Moon elf
You're a moon elf. you like to stay away, alone in
the dark. the only light is that of the moon
and all the stars that are your only friends.
your power is great, but you're not so social.
you rather hide away till night comes.
Black fits you best


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same as mata nee chan ! weee!
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 10:48 pm fireworks!
Current Mood: cheerful
Meet ash and takumi at AMK mrt station at 1pm and went to the yukata auntie's place by ash's car. :D While we are having lunch after reaching there, SK and his grp of ppl came. THE AUNTIE WILL ONLY BE HOME AT 3.30PM !!!
So we rot and rot, and rot until 4pm. It was still so messy and hot there =_= in the end I still disnt find a good yukata >.< Some of the people wanna go bugis.. mata nee chan want go watch fireworks with friends..So me and takumi followed ash to go see fireworks~ ^0^ The carparks in Suntec were flooded with cars =_= BK was also flooded people, we queue for a hundred years and finally get our food XD Its already 7.30+ by the time we were out of BK, rushing to the bridge X_x Lucky we are on time ^-^ Hayami oso there taking pics :3 The bridge is very siao though the fireworks were SOOOOOOOO beautiful!

*because the first row facing the river were FULL of tripods @_@*

It ended quite fast ;_; I cant stop laughing when I think of what happened in BK XDXD . Thanks to ash who drive me home :3!

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Vampiric Evil


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February,
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent andclever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive
and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing
dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment
and leisure. Romantic on the inside not
outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


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alone
you have the power of invisibility. you often try
to run and hide from the world and the ppl in
it, and your great hiding technic has saved you
out of annoying situations multiple times. just
don't forget that you can't hide for everything
forever. you have to come out and show more of
yourself so ppl get the chance to befriend you.
cause one thing is for sure, you'd make a nice
friend


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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 12:58 am (no subject)
Current Mood: cheerful
13 aug (sat) - Today before I went to Aljunied MRT station to meet vera san, I have to look for the stupid peanut that jumps out of his house T_T spend a long time and finally found him hiding in a corner full of plastic bags in the living room. =_= Reached orchard mrt station at 1.35pm and soon the crowd moves to SBG.*too bad miwitch and kageyuri san cant come in the afternoon*
More and more ppl came and its so damn hot X_X Thanks to all the photograhpers that help take the photos~~~

I love the yuri poses with angel and vera san :xx

In the evening, they finally decied to go cine for dinner. Meet miwitch san and takumi at BK and the stoning session start ^^; After dinner, we went to cine's neoprint shop demo the machines there not very good so we switch to HMV's neoprint shop :3 Finally get to drag Ash, Cow, Razor and a photographer that i don know his name to take neoprints with us XD together, theres 9 ppl squeezing in a small machine X3 I love to edit the pics~ cos i get to add kitty ears for Ash and ribbons for Cow :x! though its kinda of small...but its fun!
I would love to drag the photographers to take neoprint AGAIN! *-* XD Hope to see the piccy soon!

HASH(0x8aeb0e0)
You are a Scorpio, born in the midst of fall. Your
sign is the sign of transformation. You think
very deeply, and people usualy don't know the
real "you". You are determined,
protective, focused, brilliant, self-sufficent,
magnetic, brave, unbreakable, open-minded,
loyal, strong, and sensitive!! Unlike other
signs you have three, yes three, symbols; 1) an
eagle,which soars high, is proud, and very
protective. 2) a magical phoenix, with the
ability of rebirth(through the greatest
challenges of life). 3) and finally a scorpion,
whose fierce loyalty makes a great firend and
sekks revenge when betrayed!! The scorpion also
symbolizes self-defense and self-protection!

-your lucky colors are chrimson(the color of
passion) and black(the color of power)

-your metal is platonium(<-----ah its
radioactive!!)

-your precious stone is topaz

-your day of the week is tuesday

-your element is water

-the part of the body that you rule is your
reproductive organs *giggle*

-and your best love matches are a virgo, cancer,
pices, or a tourus


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HASH(0x8c42644)

Youre the


Romantic
Girlfriend



A gentle peck
on the cheek. The sweet note in his locker
scribbled just to tell him that youre so lucky
to have him. The unexpected message on his
phone that just says, Hey, hun. Just wanted to
say Im thinking of you. Love you. The gentle,
tender embrace that told him you were sorry his
day sucked and that you hoped he felt better.
You look into his eyes and see everything youve
ever wanted. You savor every moment together,
every single touch, each solitary syllable that
falls from his lips. Every love song on the
radio was meant for him. Hes every dashing
hero in every movie. You absolutely love being
in love. Yes, this is the life of the hopeless
romantic, and you, my dear girl, are exaclt
that.

Every femalegirl or woman of any ageis a romantic
at heart. We crave romance. And some of
uslike youLIVE for romance. You cherish your
loved one with everything you are and dream of
ways to show your love to him. Daydreams of his
face cloud your every thought . . . in fact,
hes all you ever think about.

You tend to be a dreamer, and, so when you fell in
love, naturally, your quixotic heart wandered
into tales of your boy as your night in shining
armor riding up on a white horse to sweep you
off your feet to a romantic, candlelit dinner,
walking hand-in-hand down the beach, and
waltzes under the stars. But theres a problem:
sometimes a guy, no matter how perfect and
wonderful he is or how much he loves you, cant
always reserve that special table or make the
trip to the shoreline. This can sometimes
lead to disappointment. Understand that
sometimes his cash flow or schedule cant allow
for some of the creative outings youd like, and
there are those guys who are just clueless on
romance. Be forgiving and give him time. Hell
learn. In the meantime, your imagination and
romantic heart are not things to be ashamed
ofthey are beautiful, wonderful things, but,
like all good things, too much isnt always
healthy. Just be sure to keep some of your
expectations and daydreams in check.

You need a boy who is very creative, thoughtful,
and tender, a true artist or poet with deep
feelings and a heart as romantic as your own.
He knows how to play prince charming and sweep
you off your feet with ballads and sweet
declarations of his love. The two of you will
spend hours content just to stare into the
stars of the each others eyes. *sigh* Dreamy .
. . .



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...
You fight to kill. You will fight to the death. You
dont believe in even wins. You either win or
you will die trying. You have no or very few
friends. You tend to hurt anyone you get close
to. Its not your fault..You just need someone
to show you a different way.
Your Weapon: Sword


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Aug. 1st, 2005 @ 01:11 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sleepy
31 july - Today meet taku at 12.30pm in DG mrt and go KKNM ^-^ Brought a shinn fan~ and the stamp set of shinn,stellar and mwu >_> *I dun wan mwu very much though* then eat with taku, eddie at the nearby wan ton mee ship, after johnny, gwing and aoi came, we set off to kino *again ._.* On our way there, I saw a cute pouch that is only for $4~ cheaper than the one yukata auntie is selling! Thanks to taku who borrow me $$ XDXD Then meet lex nii chan at toa payoh at 5pm and go walkwalk in tenchi ^^; 8pm+ we went for dinner at pastamania :3 Forever he wont listen =_= last week he just brought about 4 shirts X__x now 4 more. Reach home at 10pm and start doing my bidding XD
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Jul. 24th, 2005 @ 10:37 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
July 24(sun) - went to meet rika at 11am today, to pass her things back. Then head to Hougang? to meet johnny, taku and gwing for lunch first. We are the first to reach Inu's house! :D We rot in her room as we watch GSD 40 as more and more people came, they got more and more noisy X_x

Some of the people were play SoulCalibur2...some watching GSD...Some talking to each other...and only aho daddy is repairing his ZAFT uniform seriously O____o

After we sang inu 3 bady songs..*1st is "inu", 2nd is "forget to put her real name in", 3rd is "lacus sama" XD* Gibert sama(skye) became the one who cut the cake for everyone XD

And today, I finally know why Orb is gonna start a war with ZAFT ._. *saw Gibert sama(skye) ate up 5 cherrys while Cagalli(hiyu ma) only ate 1 cherry* They started the war because of.... CHERRYS!

Cagalli: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *all the cherrys on da plate are gone*
Gibert: *looks around as if nothing happened quickly*
Cagalli: You ate finish da cherry!!! ;_;
Gibert: ^^;;

After most people finish their cakie, they went into the room to rot XD Inu jie, hiyu ma, skye jie and me were talking about what to do about the natsu matsuri and we talked about MANY things ^-^ tomolo got sch...so have to go back early. Went home by taxi with YC as he is the only one that stay nearer to me.

Really had a fun day~ though nightmare is coming tomolo...^^;
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Jul. 23rd, 2005 @ 07:00 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
july 22(fri) - Went out with bakaneko nii chan to bugis walkwalk then go shaw tower eat dinna then...to suntec buy movie ticket :D Watch "The Island" at 9PM , ended quite late abt 11.30+? X_x so follow nii chan home XD Cos today (23th) have to go Jurong East buy yukata..very lazy to go from Aljunied XD

july 23(sat) - Sleep until 11am >< then at 1.30pm rush to meet taku, SK they all at Jurong East MRT at 2pm, then go to the yukata aunty house, her house was full of us XD I have a hard time looking for a yukata for myself and nii chan X_X *dig here dig there* In the end, I got myself a black yukata ^-^ *im the only girl that chose dark colour yukata bah...swt* Then got nii chan a green? one :3 After getting our yukatas, Mata nee chan, taku, johnny, kie went off first. I dropped off at Tiong Bahru to meet nii chan *hopes he likes that yukata and thanks to taku and mata nee chan that help me choose the yukata!*

23th (7.13pm) - Now at nii chan's house! lata then continue update ^-^V
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Jul. 17th, 2005 @ 02:47 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
15 july(fri) - went out to taka meet lex nii chan for dinna! As at 6pm+ the food court was full of ppl, so we end up eating ramen ._. then go walkwalk here walkwalk there in kino. Then went to HMV, and sit in mos burger
until 11pm? So nii chan dont let me go home myself =_= so send me to my house by taxi. Arigato! :D

16 july(sat) - 12.30pm went to arcade practice my para as taku go play his game, 1.30pm meet gwing..alexier?..ziru mummy go kknm buy things <3 my shinn and stellar~~~then went for lunch and talk our crap XD After lunch, some of them wanna go kino buy books, so me, taku, johnny, eddie san go find ziru mummy they all in DG's arcade. Sen kor and bridget oso there, ^-^ At around 6+pm, we set off to tampines/pasir ris.
Theres aoi..gwing..sen kor..taku..johnny..bridget..a prop master(dunno his name) and me. Some of them goes off at tampines to go buy games, left me, taku and sen kor go pasir ris wait from hiyu ma~ before ma reach, skye jie and inu jie came and hiyu ma took us to aho daddy's house :3 It was a cosy "family" meeting XD eat and talk alot of things. 4 big pizzas were too much for us 7 ppl x_X I love them all~!

Girls #15 Nakagawa Noriko
Girls #15 Nakagawa Noriko

You are Nakagawa Noriko. Kind, gentle, and
all-around naive. Your sheltered life has lead
you to be what most people would call
"normal", which CAN BE good. But, if
you get into a sticky situation, I hope you
have someone to watch your back.


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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 02:01 pm bored~
Current Mood: happy
Song: Come What May
Nowadays school is so boring~ CAnt wait to go kknm tomolo and get my stellar and shinn <3<3 Tomolo night is also ma's late bday celebrate in Tampines :D cant wait to see minna~~~ *floats around happily*




melodramatic Misa
3. You are Melodramatic Misa. You are a hopeless
romantic living in a fairy-tale world and can
be so blinded by love that you lose your life
for nothing. Youre all into rose petals,
candles and satin sheets in the bedroom,
sometimes you also write poetry and songs for
your partner. Sadly though, you are absolutely
clueless and dumb that your partner is only
using you. But you dont care, as long as youve
lived the soppy romance-flick life.


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Isshi
You Are Isshii! Vocalist for Kagrra. You are
anti-tobacco...but that's always a good sign.
You've admitted to being self-centered and your
dream is for world conquest...You're a wild
one.


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Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 07:51 pm (no subject)
No matter how many years have passed.
No matter how much hurtful words have I heard.
No matter how much wounds have it caused.
No matter how many times have I cried.
Nothing changed.
The truth is that Im childish as always.

I admit it NOW that Im damn hell childish ok? I judge things by looking at how others acts, and not looking at how I act. If you cant stand this kind of childishness, stay away from me, far far away from me. Childish people will only get dislike and hate by humans. JUst leave me alone if you thinks whatever about me...
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Jul. 11th, 2005 @ 10:30 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Today afternoon 3.30+pm met lex nii chan at sake sushi in tiong bahru! He even treat me on the sushis~ *shiawase desu*

2 of his frens were there but they went off very soon to bugis for their movie ._.

then we 2 go toa payoh de tian di see mangas~ go mos sitsit~ go walkwalk~ XDXD
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Wish ma had a happy bday today ^^ and i hope that im the only one who give her a moon necklace *hides* XD
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Jul. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:32 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: okay
Today, I was to go Pasir ris to help out Steph san to give out cosfest flyers, before that met up hiyu ma to pass her some cat litter for her hammies cage *hope lacus and kira will like it XD*

then as i waited for Steph san's 2nd and 3rd sister to change into their costume, xeno san, steph san and me were talking some how funny and lame things. Soon, after changing we get into work. It was quite okie and the 900+ flyers of 1000 were all gone in a day!

YAY!! TOMOLO LOSSE WILL BE ACCOMPANY ME! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! *runs around*

brought some flyers home, on monday then give to frens, hope they will be able to attend cosfest! ^^
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Primary WeaponKicking
Throwing WeaponChakaram
ElementalFire Element
Special SkillLevitation
WeaknessFast Tempo Combat
ClothingBlack Trenchcoat
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EyesBlood Red
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Agility7 (Good)
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Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 02:40 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: annoyed
Yesterday was a sleepy day, but once i step into sgcafe, something replaced my sleepyness.

When off checking fate/stay night thread as i have not go back for about 2 weeks, the first thing i saw was a
post about my costume.
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nene!!! *jumps on daryl* I just collected my costume of ilya fanart today!!!

*runs around happily*


er..isnt that my costume?
the picture that i found?? after like surfing tons and tons of websites?
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Then I was thinking that "wtf is this girl talking?"
and was gonna heck care about what she said, I went to check my PM.
the most .... thing is that the bitch sent me a msg right after the day I told everyone my ilya fanart costume is back.

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hello girl,
are u aware that the ilya's fan art picture costume is mine?

i am doing it. i did my research and found that picture after going thr tons of website.

but u went off and tailored it for urself so what's left for me?
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After reading this, my blood was already boiling. Is she stupid? She thought she was the ONLY one who can find this picture, while others cant. Once she found this pic, no one in this world can make it. Unless she can tell me that this ilya fanart is designed BY her, who do she think she is to have the rights to tell me
that I took her fanart.

That PM showed that she wanted a war with me 2 weeks ago, now im back for her war and she told daryl she dont want to start a war with me.

I really wish that bitch can see this:
Just screw off if you are unhappy with me. If not,sue me! *Provided you can do it la*
Remember..If it doesnt belongs to you, dont expect it to be yours ONLY....


Take The quiz yourself
She better dont fuking appear infront of me or i'll surely wear my ilya costume when she wear hers
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 07:39 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: okay
Song: shinkai no kodoku
18 June(sat)- went to kknm at 1.30pm and brought my shinn plushie! *cost meh $20 T_T* then fage came and we makan at the nearby shop together~ then we walk to suntec though on da walk was damn hot. We werent there for anything at first >.> *as we just got nothing to do + sen kor seems to forgot to sms when their photoshoot ends so wait and wait*

Since nothing to do, we went to see got nice movie anot :D *grins* In the end, we decided to watch "Mr & Mrs Smith" about A couple that married for 5,6 years but never know that each other is a assassin, and they were order to kill each other. It was cool that how the husband and wife kept their guns and stuffs in their house XD from 5pm to 7pm ^-^ after a walk then we go home play ro le~~~~
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Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 12:18 am (no subject)
Current Mood: SUPER happy
Song: sousei no aquarion
WEEEEEE!!! today afternoon about 3pm+ went to city hall to collect my fanart ilya costume!

http://sgcafe.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=26774&stc=1

after that met Marchecoz san, skye jie, sen kor, inu jie at city hall MRT then go to D&C see got nice shoes/boots anot~ skye jie seems to like a white platform boots *but damn high*

*didnt buy anything at there* started walking to suntec ....HOT....SUN SHINING BRIGHT...@-@ on our way, chatted alot of "blahblah thingy" XD then to buy batman movie ticket before we go makan! 6.15pm de movie...still have 1h 30min to eat...

walk to the basement full of food~ <3 Miss gilbert aka skye jie was looking at some super ex meals that is abt $16+ as Mr deakka aka sen kor was gragging her away ^^; in the end, we came to crystal jade ^0^ i think we spend about 30 mins deciding what to order for 5 ppl XD

we order a set meal for 4 ppl *but we got 5* >.< got..dumplings..fried noodles..chinese ramens..egg mix? and more blahblah things! X3 by the time we finish our dinner, we left 5 mins till the movie starts~ long time never watch batman le, its quite boring to me at first but the end turns out good ^^ after the movie we went para awhile then go to AA :3

Again, Mr kira seems to be rape *as he said* when lacus sama aka inu jie is trying to take his measurement for costume XD spend some time at AA and after they closed, walk to a foodcourt sitsit talktalk XDXD *arigato Mr kira for treating me drink* *chews Mr kira*

demo, i still feels hungry....*walks away*
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Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 10:59 am (no subject)
Current Mood: giggly
taken from [info]cellardoorsky , losse~

"One day, a demon-king kidnapped a princess. The princess kept calling out for help incessantly.

Demon king: Call away! Nobody will rescue you! Still, the princess continued her cries for help.

Nobody: Princess! I've come to rescue you!!

Demon king: Speak of the devil! (Caocao, in the Chinese version)

Caocao: Demon king! What did you call me for?

Demon king: What the-?! I've seen a ghost!

Ghost: Damn! Been discovered!

Damn: Rubbish! Who discovered me?

Who: What has this got to do with me?

Demon king: Oh. My. God.

God: Who called me?

Who: Nobody called you.

Nobody: No I didn't!

And so on and so forth. This is the true story of how the demon king went insane.

after i seen this, i cant stop laughing XDXD its just too cute and .....poor demon king! *jumps on losse*
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Jun. 12th, 2005 @ 02:45 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: excited
due to my sis today then help me throw my pics into the com so i can only start updating about my beijing trip now! http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2125372070

The first day when we just reach have to rush to our room to change into school uniform =__= and the thing is we look at the stairs, with our bags and things. Mrs lin that incharge of the rooms told us that the girls sleeps at the 4th floor while the guys sleep at the first floor!

Every girls were like:"OMG! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooo!!!!"

We have to drag our things up the stairs by ourselves without anyone to help us, the guys suxs cos they wont help. After changing, the first thing we saw as we got out of the door is a group of primary 1 or 2 kids clapping for us and everyone of us seems like weirdos. I have to say the hall is really to small though the school only have 500-600 people. The first program is singing and dancing competition of their school, at first it was nice...BUT ....we started to wonder HOW MANY CLASSES THEY HAVE?! from 8.30/9am to 12pm was a torture, they kept singing songs like "ort" to joy...a song about yellow river...though they are from different class and before they sing, they even have to read poems!!!!!!!! They are like repeat and repeat AND repeat the yellow river song at LEAST 6 times, then i told gary that was beside me that:"we are really going to jump into the yellow river if they continue to repeat that song!", he sweat drop. I cant stop looking at gary's watch, 15min more....10min more....5min more to end our nightmare! Some of the songs were nice and the kids are cute, but i think if they have a rule of the competition that do not allow repeat songs when a class have taken, i'll be alot better. I dont understand why almost every class choose the same songs, maybe they are really love their country too much. bleh

after the concert of nightmare, we went back to our room to change into normal clothing and set off to "tian tan", it was A LONG LONG walk after we got down from our bus + the sun was shining BRIGHT! I can only say that it was boring there and i cant remember much of it bleh... >_>
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The second day, we went down for breakfast at 7.10am, the first thing we say when we saw our food was "wtf?". We have to line up and take a metal plant each like a prisoner and receive 2 buns + 4 litle eggs + aaa...2 portion of veggie i think...the first bun got 3 red dates on it and thats ALL! the second only have
carrot bits in it *dieds*. In the end, some people doesnt eat the eggs and gib them to tiersu and me, so we each ate 12 eggs. *its not chicken eggs!* you should all see the bin in the pictures...XD thats the prove!

That evening, the teachers took us to a nearby shop&save-like place to stock up on our food or we will all die in this rate. We all buy instant noodles and chip for our supper and breakfast.
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Forgot which day we went to their 77th street, but it end up only me and baolin going to 77th street ourselves separate from others >.< while we 2 were looking at bags, guess what i saw~!!!! *-* MY FAVOURITE THING! a GL dress display at the entrance of 77th street!

*grabs baolin and dash into the shops* :D

It was a shop named "MooMooParadise", the shopkeepers told me that the shop owner was from SG, came to beijing open shop. WHY HE/SHE DOESNT OPEN IN SG?!?! ~>O<~ I picked a cross black dress and a red skirt with skirt-like belt which total cost $390+RMB after discount.

*I SHOULD HAVE BRING MORE $$! DAMMIT!!!* ;_;

zhizhi and tiersu each brought a pair of nike shoes, RMB$300 each!
baobao brought...a puma bag...sandals...
xiao jia brought a pink bag and somethings...*look at the pics!*
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day #?
we go shopping again!
this time we really brought alot of things! first baolin and i went to look at the shoes! I fall in love with a black with pink fur boots and baobao help me bargain until the shopkeeper wanna cry ^^; She then later buy her black high cut shoes!

Buy the pearl necklace and bracelet for my sis~
Polo shirts for fage and dad!
knee length socks + stocking
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I hated the day we went to The forbidden city! It started raining when we are abt to end our trip of visiting the forbidden city, + I NEVER BRING JACKET NOR UMBRELLA! Its so damn cold! after we went to eat dinner, though still raining, we still go shopping but only 45mins. baolin, peijia and I rushed to find mangas but to my horror, the mangas in beijing ARE ARTBOOKS LIKE THING WITHOUT COLOUR =___= on a shelf, NOTHING looks normal to me until baolin show me a book of King Of Fighters. I was like "OMG! there is something normal!" thanks to baolin ^^ i brought the set of KOF books 1-5 then rush back with them to meet others. It was a longlong hateful day.
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the second last day is my topic to write about our feelings, the place full of cliffs and mountains. It takes 4hours+ from zhongde school to reach there and we are all zzzing in the bus. It was a totally different world i saw in my life. We sure have fun on the boat and on our way , we saw a person riding on a bicycle just on a rope and another person hanging under him/her! the rope was like from a cliff to the other across the lake! @o@ they even wave to us! After we alight from the boat, suddenly we have to climb up a mountain....JUST TO EAT OUR CHIPS AND STUFFS ON THE TOP OF IT! Mr Lam was behind us, and in the end he slack with tiersu...baolin,and me half way on the mountain.

ME: im too lazy to go up man! just eat here la!

we chatted abt many blahblah things when tiersu suddenly asked mr lam....

Tiersu: Will you give us hong bao before you leave our school?
Mr Lam: NO! XDXD

It was quite easy to get down the mountain...but when we get on the boat to return trip, it started raining .The lake looks scary in some way...we were all wet again...*sigh*

The dinner is mini steamboat! it doesnt affect me as im a meat eater and no matter its beef or mutton i still can eat <3 while "xiao bai" was standing while playing with zhizhi, i put my chopsticks standing on her chair and ask her to sit down. everyone laughed like mad and i accidentally choked myself on my food XD
LOL.

On the bus back to sch, we request the teachers to sing, first was Mr lam! then mrs chua and miss heng.
That day was fun!
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LAST DAY!
is to....................climb the great wall of china.....*dieds*
WE HAVE TO DRAG OUR THINGS DOWN FROM 4th FLOOR AGAIN!!! lucky got 3 china sch guy came to help girls bring their things down, they are so gentlemen, NOT LIKE THE GUYS IN OUR SCHOOL! THE GUYS FROM OUR SCHOOL ARE GAYS! THEY DOESNT KNOW HOW TO HELP LADIES!!!! THEY ARE SUXERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3-4hours of bus AGAIN. I wasnt interested to climb in the first place and after i reach a stopping place i asked baolin wanna go down with me as i cursed the place should rain and see how the people who so desperate wanted climb highhigh come down. Suddenly i asked baolin isnt raining after a short while i cursed...it really rain! I know it was just by luck but i felt good as it rains :x

after the people up there got down, we went to other people's house eat dumplings as dinner.

there was chicken cutlet! of course everyone grab that...*grins*
when mr lam and miss heng sat down to start eating....

Mr Lam: WA! *looks at the last little piece of chicken cutlet* you all really treat me "so good" ah?
ME: cos you say donwan gib us hong bao XDXD *joking*

we went back to our bus by trisaw? heee...then to airport, A LONG LONG TIME BEFORE WE REACH SG!
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Almost the end of my story bah... remember to look at my pics!!!!

Price of things I brought now....*hows much did i spent?!*

1 ea black+pink fur high cut boots RMB$210,SG$44

5 ea KOF manga set 1-5 RMB$50,SG$10

3 ea knee length socks RMB$25,SG$5

1 ea white stocking RMB$25,SG$5

1 ea black cross dress (haben discount) RMB$238,SG$47.6

1 ea red skirt+pirate belt(haben discount)RMB$228,SG$45.6

1 ea green wallet RMB$49,SG$9.8

2 ea PC game RMB$50,SG$10

1 ea pink pearl necklace
+ = RMB$70,SG$14
1 ea shell bracelet

1 ea purple cross necklace
+ = RMB$124,SG$24.8
1 ea purple rose brooch

1 ea pink SPRIT t shirt RMB$0,SG$4

1 ea handbag RMB$59,SG$11.8

1 ea pink adidas sleeveless shirt RMB$30,SG$6 (cher give me de)





LASTLY: a question!
EVERYONE! as you know...the first breakfast sux. guess how many ppl turn up for the next breakfast!we got 38 students!
please post the answer of yours in the comment!

PS: do you know every resturant in beijing no matter is lunch or dinner, their soup is egg soup!!!!
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May. 29th, 2005 @ 02:39 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: okay
Fri (27 May)- Afternoon, fage came to my house install his ro see can play anot~ help me d/l deathnote's manga ^0^ and talk alot of things XD until 4+pm we go SimLim as he wanna sell of a com part that he donwannna
use le, :x $8 only though XDXD soon its abt 5,6pm le *-* dinna time!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATS FOR DINNA? :D

RAMEN!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Though i kinda of regret orfering the new ramen ;_; again...another chilli siao is eating volcano ramen...=___= pif....but i still love my soft shell crab <3 Pi da dropped by here and talking with us ...too bad she have to go watch star wars with her ro fren T_T rawr....my pi da................*sob* After ramen, I remembered that 27th is the day Madagascar is out~! then I dragged fage go Tiong bahru buy ticket *PS sure bombed with ppl* 9.40pm de show....still a long long time...after i phoned lex nii chan. We slack around the shopping center, comic connection...some sport shop...shop selling plushies XDXD

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9pm...nii chan came but still too early go went to Mac sitsit :D as they talking their "blahblah things?" ^^;
taku called o_o then talk until aaaa....9.30 bah.

I loved the penguins in Madagascar, the captain penguin most! Hes SOOO kawaii and with a ebil face X3 I oso love it when he pop out from the ground and told the zebra "you didnt see anything..."! How they sabotage the ship is damn funny ^-^

Movie ends, and im abt to shut down. I never knew that fage's housse is SO HARD to get to =______________=
the little road is so dark that i cant see anything and the worst thing is.....that i stepped on a snail swt

*prays* gomena desu snail san >_<

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the stairs going down to his house is damn high @___@ lucky i never roll down. Hes room is FULL of mangas *-* MAR 1-9 <3 watched Moulin Rouge again~ ^0^

SAT afternoon watching his MAR 1-6 anime then go home at night :3 11pm to 11am zzz time!

today gonna pack le...Tue(31) night 10.30pm must reach airport, 1am board plane to beijing for a STUDY TRIP, im not going to play >_> back on 6am 9th of june *man....how the hell am i going to get home?!*

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You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 10:47 am (no subject)
May 15(sun)- Went to TPY's tian di see mangas with lex nii chan! :3 finally get to see Erementar Gerad 6 and 7!!!!! though some parts are sad ;_; then we 2 went MOS to get drinks while slacking there talking about how to write some words that i dunno how to read...blahblah XD then set off to orchard MAC to wait for nii chan's fren o.o 13 years older than me >o< at first i got nothing to talk to him....when we walked to kino. Then go ceni there see got stellar model anot demo instead of stellar, I saw skye jie~inu jie~lenne san~ AND tama mummy! Dragged nii chan and his fren to go eat dinna with inu them :x but after that inu they all wan go kino *we just got back from there~* So...tama mummy go with us to HMV looklook seesee! Finally time to find a place to slack~ to...coffee bean! mummy and nii chan don let me order as they scare that i will order weird drink like "that" again

*on my bday we oso went coffee bean, but the coffee i order taste so bitter that kitt and i added ALOT of choco powder...sugar water in XD ppl nearly dieded when they drink my "coffee" XD"

tama mummy have to go off early to find inu they all? then we continue talking until 10...X3 walked to DG mrt station played 2 credits of para the they wait 65 with me~ shiawase desu~
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May. 14th, 2005 @ 10:44 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: energetic
Song: Mizu No Akashi
ahhhh today went to holy cross with my sis, grandparents. That church was beautiful~ and i love the holy songs. She is a cathotic now...i wonder when will be my turn? XD Im kinda of lazy to listen to the priest talking @o@ nearly fell aslp !

*sigh~* left $25 dollar to last me until 23th this month~ i wonder how im gonna do that. if i can don eat everyday, i sure can make my waist become 25? XD
Today breakfast + lunch at 12.30, a coffee bread for dinner ...power? =___+

To my horror, I now then know i got a "fren" that doesnt dare to show him/her name when he/she come to my LJ.
bleh

Love
You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
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PIF RAINING AGAIN........tomolo wish can go out with lex kor! ^-^ i should have go to his house play jus now...now too late le + raining...x.x no one at home play with me.... *sigh*
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 05:54 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
AGRH.............Just got back home from city hall. Today sux like hell, yesterday morning 5+AM "he" suddenly sms me say he recalled that he lent me a pc game and want to get it back from me. He said 3pm himself and in the end I reached at 2.30pm until 4pm he still havent reach. i can wait, but not when im hungry. Today i damn it wake up at 5.30AM and go to sch at 6AM to study for GEO + PHY exam without food for the whole day liao i still have to wait more than 1 hour.

I cant make myself believe any of "his" words anymore, he said that "his" poly lesson org ends at 2.30PM but it extend to 3.20PM. The very first thing that seems wrong is isnt "he" studying in ITE =___= I dont know isit he "lost of memories" until he tot he is studying in poly.

I promised to go look for my tailor auntie after giving "him" his stuff but he made me drag so long until the auntie have to come down herself to get the lace from me! Its so ......... lor! This is not the first time "he" made me wait so long, but this gonna be the last time i gonna wait so long because of "him" FOREVER!
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May. 8th, 2005 @ 04:16 pm (no subject)
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Nowadays i wonder why that there are afew anonymous getting into here to talk crap and dare not put their names.

To anonymous: If you are here to say things that helps eva or whatever, please state your name here. If not, shut up.

exams are coming and im trying to get a job as fast as possible... @-@ if not no $$ to pay for my costume le~ I really love the poem mata nee chan wrote in the frenster testimon, demo if kula really do that she might get killed by someone ne ^^;

From the ashes i saw you rise...
From the ashes i buried your lies...
From the ashes i washed off the dust...
From the ashes i gave you my trust...

Into the depths i lead you on...
Into the depths i held you strong...
Into the depths i was your sight...
Into the depths i brought you to light...

Lean on me if you ever need me...
Lean on me if you ever seek me...
Lean on me if you want a listening ear...
Lean on me if you fear what you hear...

I will hold you if you want my hand..
if you still take me as a friend...
I will close your eyes in you fear what
you see...
if you only just allow me...

I will be here for you when you need me,
coz i'm your nee-chan... so when you
need me, just tell me... i will be there
ASAP... ^-^

If someone can really do that...it will be good...When i wanna hug someone, there is no one. When i wanna lean on someone, there is no one. what can i do...?
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Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 10:51 pm ?
Current Mood: exhausted
Today thanks to Solano san that bring me to the tailor at city hall ^^ She charged me 150 bucks for a GL costume of a fanart ^0^ paid $40 first then left $110... Then went to marina bay MRT station to meet the naruto ramen outing ppl, on the way, ino came into the door of the train o.o so we go together. elmo daddy and "him" were there first. Since "he" never talk to me, it wont make a different if i dont bother "him". ppl came~ LATE XD We girls chatted happily on the way though it was damn hot! During the photoshoot, ziru mummy came to me and told me, "he" asked her who i am, want to ask my name. I was like "wtf?". Then later when i was on the swing, "he" really came to me and asked my whats my name, AND oso,

"nice to meet you, im eva. How many years have you been in cosplay?"

I don care whether is that an act of lost memories OR a real lost of memories. If its real, I'll be glad for "him" that "he" did not have to remember any thing that is about me, living happily ever after. If its fake, I'll say that "he" is damn coward to face me, after his "operation", I called him up before, he at least still know i am kula, now he don know! if im a guy that saw my ex gf in an outing, at most i wont talk to her, do my own things and enjoy.

after everything, the grp went to the same ramen resturant in tiong bahru as last time. Though i ordered char
siew ramen, I have only eaten some noodles,2 pieces of char siew, some soup, I dont feel like eating anymore.
I felt weird, like vomiting but i cant,so i gave the ramen to SK, hayate san since they don mind eating it. jade san said i have slight fever so...i don know what to do.

As we finish changing, they stuck outside of the ramen resturant for quite awhile. SK say go up to aracde, i tot everyone is going, but jade san...kie...they all go home but i have no time to catch up. The thing i regret most is that i actually put in 2 credits in a machine that i suddenly relize that IT IS NOT THE PARA2 MACHINE I ALWAYS PLAYED!!!! =_= I have no choice but to play it, i was not as hard as para mode so its okie...after 12 songs im about to die and they were ready to go home.

For some reason, today i cant forgive myself for thinking that thing that is impossible to happen. I don know why the hell will i be thinking this kind of thing...i don know but i cant help it...

You're every girls golden Hero Prince!
Knight in shinging armor! You're the born hero.
You're always there when a girl needs help but
sometimes you rush from one girl to the next
one and that isn't gentleman like, you know
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 06:55 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: angry
hell..........my mood suxed for days. Ever since the fuker BloodyKimono posted those craps.damn hell moodless
for anything, I wanna kick those suxers' ass who posted suxening comments in the crap that bastard/bitch post. They think they are so saint, until can say bad things of others, i cursed them and the bastard bloodykimono's old liao no child send them to their GRAVES.

AND IT SUX WHEN AFTER DC YOU KANA ROLL BACK AND MY ANGEL EARS IN QRO IS GONE

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Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 11:12 am (no subject)
Current Mood: bored
FUCK IT.... I SAW THIS BLOODY SUXER NAMED BloodyKimono POSTED A PICTURE OF HIYU MA'S LACUS AND PUT THE NAME AS "lACUS.....(WITH MALE LOOK)" AND 2 OF MY SAKURA PICS, NAMED IT AS "CUTE?*VOMITS*"

DAMN THAT BITCH/BASTARD WHO DID THAT

if that bastard say me cute then vomit never mind, cos i myself will oso vomit, anyone who trys to do my family members harm, you better prepare to die...I wont forgive for wad u did. I kill for revenge....
In my eyes, hiyu IS pretty, if u don agree, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LJ NOW. or please kindly DIG out your eyes and throw it into the bin. Thank you

IM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, now that I can really say that Im back to single~ Even though I have broke off since last month, problems did not end like i thought. When from last week till yesterday, every night he will call my hp and ask me.

"eat le? bath le? drink water le? byebye"

22 seconds just to finish this line. If ppl want to call me, at least say something useful or dont call me better. And it quite impossible for me to go his house again, I doubt his mum knows that I have already broke up with him. If i go to his house, his family will surely take me as his gf blindly without knowing
he is just a fren to me.
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Apr. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:18 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired

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Childish and lazy, KuLa is a kido who can mix with others easily even with those she doesnt even know their names, but if you ever do things she dont like. Tell you...say your prayers. Cos she will hate you with her life depends of how bad you did. 2 bastardS on list now.
Strengths: able to mix with people fast, can be friendly MOST of the time
Weaknesses: cant stand hungryness, crybaby, falls in love with anything cute or can kill people (Eg. swords, kunais), revengeful, anti-veggie
Special Skills: Henge into a big neko and rolls round? XD
Weapons: Nails and needles is things that never leaves me buti would like to have a sword that i can protect people with. :3 Or throw ice at people XD
Hated humans: Asakura James,Himuro aka Shigure.You have done me wrong,I shall NEVER forgive you.. "I trusted with all my hearts,but what did i get in the end? 2 bastards treating it like shit.NEVER trust guys unless you know who to,they are just wolfs hiding under a monkey's coat"


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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 05:06 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: angry
Song: yan wei die
(sat) 26 march - Today went out with kitt, taku, gwing, johnny and tama mummy. after walking here and there, we sit at DG mrt station talking abt my stuff, taku helped me called "him" down. Thanks to everyone there that give me support so that i can say it out to "him". *huggles kitt* thankiew desu for grabbing my hand at my back that moment when i was really scared ^-^ Everything goes well and im free now. Since "he" is unhappy with me too, why should we waste each other's time? I will not regret and turn back as i walked with kitt all the time, we went bugis to take neoprints when "he" go to the aracde himself. too bad tama mummy donwan to take puris with us ;_; but taking puris with frens is forver fun! squeezing here and there, busy thinking of next pose! XD me and kitt sure have fun decorating the pics when the guys are watching behind. <3 Time passes so fast and we have to go home....>.< tama mummy, kitt, johnny and taku goes with me and gwing to aljunied just in case of my safety ^-^

Arigato minna for that day! without u, i wont have a shiawase life like now.


8.03+PM - he came and ask me out next friday, say that its the last time out. Soon started confronting me about how he concern about me blahblah.

[what he say]

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
U juz did not see my care for real........or me to u as a real person importane to u....U juz wan me to be perfect....but i am sorry no one is perfect.......

"I wanna know the truth, Instead of wondering why, I wanna know the answers, no more lies." Im feeling so tired...... says:
who doesnt know there is no human that is perfect? I dont? Im not one that is perfect. All i want is you to understand me more.

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
Who say i dun understand? I SUFFER A FATE OF LOSING SOMEONE BEFORE MY EYES!!!!

"I wanna know the truth, Instead of wondering why, I wanna know the answers, no more lies." Im feeling so tired...... says:
Im not dead yet

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
I MYSELF KNOWS WAT IS THE FEELING, WAT IS IMAGE

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
IMAGE OF THE PERSON DIE!!!!!

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
I CAN SEE THEM IN MY EYES N MY BRAIN !!!!!

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
EVERY 15 MINS IN EARTH I CAN SEE IT IN MY MIND!!!!!

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
Can u listen to me something important now???

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
The sercet of the ring..........If u think i never love someone before..........then u r wrong....

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
When i was in kindergarden......I know this girl who sits besides me, we make friends from the start of kindergarden to primary school

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
Then i know that she is actually from jap coming to singapore to be singapore citizens.....

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
We love each others even thought she has a weak body that she often needs to stay at home, n i visit her almost everday

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
Then something happens at my birthday when i am in Sec 2....

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
I called her to come to my house for my birthday but she says she have something to do before she go so i am ok with it but.......

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
She did not come...........Then at around 10.30pm i get call from hospital that she has an accident........I rushes out of my home board the taxi n went to the general hospital......

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
U know the reason? She went n bought birthday present for me, on the way back.......she tries to save a kid from a car that comes toward the kid n she had the car hit her......

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
I was there holding her hands with her own blood, as she pass the ring that belongs her to me with blood......as she says " i am sorry...I love u....." as she pass away exactly at 12am......I was there she died in front of my face......with tears of mine n hers!!!!!

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
I know WAT IS IT IS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!

"I am happy to know n meet all cosplayers i know, hope to see u all again the next life.....(Left 6 days....)" says:
U go think, think abt it!!!! How does it feels? U all will not know!!!! If u think my story is a make up....U R WRONG!!!!!!!

(he went offline)

I have to sms him that : If i know how it feels, what will i do? Go kill myself? Go and tell everyone about my history? or go and live forever until i die? And please dont fuking treat me like a punching bag and using caps on me.

9.48PM - he reply : caps?! I gonna say u R HOPELESS N U TAKE MY LOVE FOR GRANTED!!!

reply him: you looks like you want me to be like her.since u think im a hopeless one, then I think u should regret and take back your words that u are going to ask me out on friday, for ur sake.

9.54PM - he reply : I ask u to be like her? Tell me, DID I SAY? DID I SAY? TELL ME DID I SAY!!!

reply him: I don wan to use caps on you and this is the last time i tell u not to use caps on you. I will not go on next friday to prevent a fight between me and you.

10.03PM - he reply: because U R MISUNDERSTOODING MY WORDS!!!

reply him: I really think that you wont understand what is the meaning of not using caps. I better ask you to take back your words of going out next friday now.

10.14PM - he reply: i have to use caps, or esle u will not think that i am talking to u seriously.

reply him: useing of caps towards me is quite useless because i will only take it as a phrase of rudeness.please take back your words now.

10.15PM - he reply: i use caps doesnt means that i am angry, got it?

10.19PM - he reply: *sigh ok then i dun use caps, fine?
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Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 07:13 am o,gosh? is this a good new to you?
Current Mood: irritated
For those humans that thinks i am the one who is in wrong, so be it, I ADMIT IT NOW. and let me be the badie okie? Satisfied? I dont want any fights with him. Im not as angelic as i thought, neither he is. I admit that
I did things that are uncaring, but that doesnt mean he didnt. but its too late for him to be how i wanted to be love and its too late for me to be how he wanted to be care.


This shows to everyone who is looking at this blog now. HOW A FUKING CHILDISH, IMMATURE, CRAZY, UNCARING, HECK CARE ABOUT OTHER'S FEELING KID I AM. SO THIS IS A BEST THING TO SHOW YOU WAD KIND OF PERSON I AM. BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU, i am nothing good so go as far as you can away from ME. Be the ones around me, you will get in trouble one day. okay?


[[[[[[SMSs the answers of mine will not be as the same i sent out as i have no outbox of it, so its wad i think i will say]]]]]]

11.15Pm -1. Since you want to break with me, let me ask you, Have you ever ask me out? Have you ever ask how am i or how i am feeling for today? Have u ever ask have i reach home?

Answer - I have asked him before to go out but none he went, the person himself say i didnt though.

11.19PM -2. NO!! I was the one who always do it and u say i didnt care or love you in your journal. Go n think abt it urself.Ask urself have u treat me with love or not.

Answer - Those i wad i see in my eyes how you treat me. You cant say that you didnt ever tell me to act as i dont know you when i want to go for rika's cosplay outing at 31 dec. so is that a way to treat me with love too? you didnt, i didnt, fair?

11.22PM - 3. I have the experience of losing a person i love so i know wad it is like. U n your "friends" will never know how it feels.

Answer - I have no comment about losing a dead person is related to wad im purpose to talk now. im not dead yet.

11.45PM -4. I wan to tell u sorry N U ANOY ME?! THEN THATS IT THEN. I CAN TELL THAT U R THEN THE ONE THAT DUN LOVE YOUR LOVES ONES!!!!

Answer - I don know wads that but he say sorry for wad?

11.47PM -5. I am sorry from my record i dun think u actually ask me out.

Answer - then sorry that i can tell u that ur record is spoiled. It cant be helped if your data spoil liao wad. I asked you to go for outings, even to accompany go collect my priest costume together, but u never go before.

11.52PM -6. One more thing, u say i always go for my SCC helping n anoy u. do u know i always turns my head and look at u?

Answer - I dont.

11.59PM - 7. I remember u say that i treat u like a maid, but i think abt it, will a bf go treat his gf like a maid at first n torture her?

Answer - good question, but u don understand wad it means.

12.00AM - 8. Have u ever use ur mouth and ask?

Answer - if i ask, will u give up ur SCC?

12.10AM - 9. ok i have asked before wad u r unhappy abt me for 6 times. but u jus stood there quietly n didnt answer me so how am i suppose to know without u telling me?

Answer - I have too much to say. u oso never tell me wad u are unhappy abt me how am i suppose to know without u telling me?

12.20AM - 10. u know y? because u never ask me wad did i feel unhappy abt u n i always have the fear of HURTING U!!

Answer - one more words of hurts doesnt do much diffences towards those u have always said.

12.30AM 11. Hmm.....but u r not, u better learn wat u miss out for loving your love ones.

Answer - please do not ever say until im 100% in the wrong that makes me end up like this. you are not as "angelic" as u think u are, neither i am.

12.37AM - 12. Well u see again. i didnt say that u r 100% wrong n u goes saying things that i will ever say again.

Answer - After so much u have said, u looks like wanting to say im in the wrong.

12.52AM - 13. Well u see again. i didnt say that u r 100% wrong n u goes saying things that i will ever say again.

Answer - im too tired to answer. so be it.
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Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 12:02 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sian
Song: GS - katsuki no kuruma
man.......im damn tired after the 4 long hours walking around PS in costume giving out flyers though the pay is good la...1 hour $10...Walking like siao with takahan...sk...taku...mata nee chan..bridget while people were looking at us, laughing at us. Even got one guy in a group crashed the flyer we give infront of us with a mocking face and walk away. they are like fuking humans that mocks and laughs at others just because they doesnt look like them. "he" came while we are working, i think its lame that "he" is like expecting me to bring my HP everyever i go, to recive his call anytime at anywhere i am. Today my sakura costume got no pocket, how i bring hp? i din even bring my wallet liao, still bring hp? siao...then "he" called sk and even tell him that i did not answer his calls while my bag was at comic connection! I think this is totally unreasonable to say this while he knows that im working today! Im kinda of tired when he keeps asking me to go his house to accompany him, i live in the east and he live in the west, it isnt fun to go to the other side of singapore in 1 hour and leave my other frens out there alone in their outing. It have been more than 1 month since i ever see kitt on my bday, 11 Feb. I miss her but "he" is asking me to go his house tomolo, cos he wan me to accompany him. If i reject "him", he will sure be giving me a sian 1/2 face and a sian 1/2 voice, then i will oso sian 1/2.

In the past, I often wish and hope he will come to group outing with me when im always so envy of the couples
everytime i see in outings. I have a bf, but he doesnt go out with me like other girls's bf. I was sad always cos my hope never come true. I given up that hope, now i feel like going out with my frens to have fun without my bf, now "he" wants to follow while i find it very ......I think this is really really too late...Now i dont wish and hope for my bf to go outing with me anymore, I want to have fun like the past.
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Mar. 20th, 2005 @ 06:16 am omg,....................
Current Mood: DYING
god.........i just got back from tan tock seng hospital......take it as "yesterday"...."he" came at 11pm+ and theres no way that "he" will want to go home so i got no choice but to let "him" stay. At about 2am+ when we are about to sleep, "he" said that he felt like vomiting...eye pain...soon..."he" at 3am+ rushed out and vomited at my dish washing sink =____= of course i took sometime to clean it..."he" stone on my sofa until 3.30am then rush to the toilet to vomit again, not in the toilet bowl, is on the toilet floor =______= I was like .... cos i told him before hand that if he wans to vomit, do at the toilet bowl....Then i clean up for the second time until siao. "he" seems so .....and in the end he wans to go hospital, i rushed here and there to look for ambulance's number. finally found it and 4 men came up to get "him" into the car in 10mins while i have to tag along. Its cool to sit at the front in aeroplanes , but not in ambulance..Im tired, sleepy, headache, dizzy NOW.save me.........MY eyes were red....until i cant even reconise myself in the toilet...now is my turn...to feel like vomiting........
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Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 08:27 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: excited
Song: victoria - STAY (full version)
now today i should talk about happy things...! today when i got home after buying new mouse (cos its spoiled)=_= i saw the present WY put outside my house! It was a pink neko? with glow in the night stars on its ears! and my sis told me that someone sent flowers to me!!! This is the 4th time i receive rose, The first time is at my 14th bday, wen yao chan gave me 6 crimson roses with chocolates and a neko doll in basket. This time, its 4 crimson roses with a white one in the middle <3 Thankiew yao chan! He is the only person who knows what colour i love for roses. pink is okie....but i prefer pink things than for flowers.

I really really hope that the roses wont withers.....;_;

Never wanting your sigh,
Never wanting your cry,
I would rather die,
If tears fills your eyes.
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Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 12:30 am (no subject)
12 March (sat) - today had a quite fun day, after meeting ziru mummy, elmo daddy, losses, china, kie, feather with her sister and friends we walked to ACM and theres not quite alot of ppl thouygh =-= many went to change
while i rotted outside. After lunch at mac, "he" came by and until i felt with elmo daddy,sarah, kie, china they all to watch hitch, we have not spoken a word. The movie was damn cute and i love it! ^0^ After it, sk suddenly said "he" wanna come, as they wait for "he" i asked sarah to go to CAESARS in suntec to look at the guns and swords, and amazingly i found one that costs $430+ sword that looks like the one eva has, with kunai and stuffs. AND of course, it looks more pretty than the one "he" has. I gotten save money for it! shes so pretty! anyone have jobs for me? *bubblely eyes* I dragged sarah to go sky garden with me as most of them want to eat at BK, we talked about some things about "him" then SK came. then blaqhblah as he and me talk, some about "him" too. When we are about to go look for others, we then found out that china and "him" have been sitting near us all the time! even before SK came! china didnt heard wad me and sarah talk, but i hope "he" didnt hear too.

1.22am - i can tell u that "his" data sure kana virus liao. he suddenly said 'i love u' and those mushy words to me and even kiss the phone. I wonder wad happened......

Your weapons are Sais!
Sais! The smalles and lethalest pitchforks on
earth. Invented by farmers, the Sais are more a
defensive weapon to protect yourself against
swords. (This on the pics aren't Sais, but that
was the only pics which mached a bit, sorry
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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 12:19 am (no subject)
Current Mood: numb
Sigh.."he" wanted to go to the cosplay in NUS today, but no one knows how to go. Then im already kinda of tired and sad when he wants me to check about the location of cosplay while screaming? in pain because his leg was hit by a car. "He" thinks that im heartless cos i did not ask whether is he ok? Yes...now i admit that im heartless, emotionless. AND now i think "he" is hinting me about that im LOUSY in checking stuffs because I DONT KNOW WHAT HE WANTS. Since he thinks that im lousy in this kind of things, he shouldnt ask me AT ALL AT FIRST.

What am i to him? Am i used as a maid? A stuff checker? A internet lender? MY hearts kinds of hurts, I kinda of wanting to fall OUT of love now. while jade san wants to be IN love... I want to love, but i HATE to be hurt. Im ENVY, Im JEALOUS of those couples around me, no matter how long are they together, no matter are they just get together, or for a long time, they seems so happy, their bf seems so caring for them.


12.44AM (MON) : 10 mins before, he msged me that he is sorry for talking to me so loudly cos he is very angry and headache about cosplayers that give least info abt the event. I told him not to be sorry cos im just a living dead without feelings, or emotion. NOW he told me that "if u gonna tell me again that u are just some living dead of something, i am not gonna to bother u cause as a comm member i dun ppl callin themselves like that". O ya, im not a living dead man, im jus a stuff checker, o yes!
Tears rolls down my cheeks when i saw his words, i dunno why....

"i am not gonna to bother u cause as a comm member " <-- If "he" is not gonna bother me, means breaks up right? Im sure he means that. If "he" trys that wad can i say, i'll accept to that.
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Feb. 24th, 2005 @ 06:53 pm ahhhh
Current Mood: envy~
Song: scarlet
10pm+ - I oso very "clever" tot borrow the sakura costume of mizuki from ph can liao, but all of a sudden, she said kaori asked mizuki and mizuki agreed to lend her the sakura costume. What can i say is, kaori is too kind for it. giving up something just for the sake of other is too painful.though you said its nothing, but its a lie if you say it doesnt hurt.

To humans who are reading this:
"No one should ever give up things they get legally to other humans just because they want it"
It is their fault when they did not ask for the thing legally. So you shouldnt have even care about those people who is as "clever" as me.



ahhh, today after school le go home changed and go meet hiyu ma at bugis :3 We walked around and go mac talk as i eat. I was kinda of shocked about something she told me. >.<''' but when we are at kino, she said ******** is coming and as ******** is taking too long to come up, we ernt toilet. I really hoped that eva will learn some from ******** =____= ******** even changed coins waiting for us outside the toilet and ready to go take puris 0_0 though im alittle extra la.....i know.... but im happy that i can take neoprints will hiyu ma and ******** .So let this be a secret between us bah :x *runs off*

Hiyu ma have to go for lesson and i go take bus by myself, while waiting for 63, a ah beng like guy with golden hair come ask me for phone number they say that got a guy want to be my fren! -____- though i shake my head twice liao he still dont give up, then a second guy came , 2 hp are infront of me. If i dont give they sure pester me until i die one, in the ed i give up -_-'''' hope they don call can liao~


PS: i love the puris! *keeps in box*
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Feb. 20th, 2005 @ 08:17 pm ...?
Current Mood: indescribable
18 Feb (fri) - Went to somerset OG shop for clothes as it was having closing sale? brought about $175 at there using my sis's NETS ^^; then raining,we ran to HMV there walking, to buy my bday present as i can choose wad i want. My sis and fage will be paying for it :x In the end we went into the pinkpink shop and I chose a pink top *they pay ahem*, a black skirt *pay by myself*.What i love most that day is the muffler in buy just for $21 at 70% discount *-* muhahhahhha but we found out that we spent about $180 each person after went home !!!!=__= ..........Today never see "him" , he only called about twice asking me eat dinner liao anot.....

19 Feb (sat)- Went to meet mura san at bugis mrt station at 2pm, reach goldenlandmark hotel at bout 3pm? Went up to their room at 16th floor to start changing, since the freya costume borrowed from hiyu ma needs someone to help me put some safety pins ^^; thankiew mura san for helping me pin up the costume and put up my wig @_@ finally all done at 4,5pm+ then mura san and her sisters have to go down for meeting *me extra there* People start coming, changing in toilet.... me quickly go register *-* and be the first one who choose a song for someone, for my hiyu ma of course ^-~ "I love You, Will you be my love?" + Mizu no Akashi <3 I finally think this is the best dressing up in my whole life!

THANKIEW TO HIYU MA AND RIKA FOR BORROWING ME COSTUME,WIG, AND EARS!

but in the middle of the party, they suddenly play the classic romantic song which the couples always dance in ball +-+ im the one left out there watching, "he" did walk to me, ask me why im not dancing? I always hint "him" that i have no one to dance to then he walks away *sigh* after the party, Death-eva have brought 12 tickets for the movie,"white noise" i think then most of the people wear their costume to the watch the movie. I keep getting scared by the sounds and i have been grabbing "his" hand for about the time for helf the movie. It was so cold and my knees were shaking on the way back to the hotel. After having instant noodles for supper with steph,xeno,taka,sk, they all,me,mura san,meow san, and D-eva san went back to sleep at our room.

20 Feb (sun)- Morning, they were talking about they sensed "ghost" after the movie as we were heading back to the hotel,I dont quite believe about the sixth sense thing though. I think sk and "him" is alittle too.........=____= walk around bugis looking for food and brought them back to the hotel to eat. Was gald that im kinda "friends" with mura san and her sisters ^^. but im kinda sad too as today is the "LAST" day....to decide.....about "him"
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Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 05:27 pm O-O
Current Mood: o-o
*took from andy grandpapa* o-o

If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought? Post your reply, then post this in your LJ and find out what my answer would be.

FrenchMaid/Alice Lolita
You are a ~*French Maid meets Alice in Wonderland*~
Lolita
You are dressed quite simple, but that is what
makes you look so attractive. You are never
seen without your lovely apron. The colour of
your dress is mostly black and your apron is
white.
You are always looking as if you just left the
Wonderland to meet your friends in Harajuku or
Yoyogi park. Your favorite Lolita brand is
"Baby the stars shine bright". And
you are always waiting for a white rabbit with
a clock to pass you by... =^.^=


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Who will you marry from Naruto?
Name
Age
Sex
Are you dead or alive?
You will marry Itachi
You will have ____ many kids 2
Your will be married for ____ years 112
You will die first TRUE
He's Happy TRUE
How much you love each other - 54%
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Feb. 16th, 2005 @ 09:56 pm '-'
Current Mood: satisfied
Song: D.N.Angel - Always Together
Today that stupid chinese teacher catch my skirt again! Q$@^%&@!!$# I only fold 2 times only T.T

After school when i was listening to my songs, i am so surprise that he messaged me ,"U free this afternoon? I date u,u wan?". 7 days are not up yet, of course i will still see what he will do. When he came to somerset mrt station, he gave me a pink rose and a box of "black fake nails?" *sweat* This is the weirdest present i got in my life though i dont mind...I like pink but i prefer pink things, rose i like crimson beta ^^ He took me to cenileisure for a 4.15pm japanese movie it was both funny and touching, and after that we went kino as he want meet elmo daddy, while i was floating around in the kino, i saw daryl. He even lend me his kino 10% discount card *-* banzai!!!!!!!! Today, he did not do or say anything i dont like, im quite satisfied ^-^

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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 09:20 pm wtf
Current Mood: angry
today morning 6am+ in the morning,he sent a msg, "........"
20mins later, another ,"................."
3pm+ another ,"..........................................."
6pm+ another, "........................................................................."
soon,another "........................................................hmph.............."

I fuking waited 24hours yet this is what i get?

Then just now he very clever, he call me, i answer, he hang up without a sound, then once more another call, oso hang up. i called up him to ask why he hang up, he say press wrong button.i ask where did he go yesterday the v-day, he say he got no interests telling others. Shouldnt i have the right to ask where did he go on v-day when he promised me to bring me out?

WHO THE HECK AM I?! AM I "OTHERS"?! I AM HIS GF OR A GHOST? no ,not ghost, im "shit" to him.
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Feb. 14th, 2005 @ 07:47 pm USOTSUKI!!!!
Current Mood: sad
"He" said to me yesterday that he will take me to go out play today,but in the end, i called him many times, messaged him, but no reply from him. i started to felt disheartened...i wonder what im waiting for? i already dunno how can i prove to everyone that i am shiawase.Yesterday i got go find him, to go jurong point walkwalk, but when going home, he did not say anything and just walk out of the mrt at chinese garden leaving me inside.I do not expect him to tell me anything, at least a "bye"? but theres nothing.
I would rather to have humans like lex kor,tama mummy or even fage to love me,dote on me not leaving me there alone no matter how much older are them from me. You know? Empty promises hurts.....Whenever im hurted, whenever im sad, crying, the one who comforted me is NOT "him" but is pida..ph..hiyu ma..lex kor..tama mummy, sen kor..kitt,sis and more people. They are always the ones who give me advices, never leaving me in the darkness. This relationship seems like a litle too....storymode to me. If he IS cursed, then what the hell am i?! I'll have became a cursed doll long ago.

I was trying to prove to the 6 person that you wasnt as bad as they thought, but this is going to be one of the reason they are going to fail you...soon...


ANATA WA USOTSUKI!! You promised me that you will take me out to play,but you did not! My birthday,you were gone,now EVEN v-day youu are gone...Next time is my turn isnt it? My first v-day, was spent talking to my frens at home, can you believe?

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The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.


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Feb. 12th, 2005 @ 11:08 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: blah
11 Feb - It was my bday yesterday, I invited jolene, sen kor, tama mummy, lex kor, kaori, janice, neph, "him"
, aiai, kitt. But kitt have to accompany her dad cos today he is going back to HK, aiai dunno why stayed at home."he" left before the all people I invited came and I nearly cried out.Lucky, I have Ph and jolene to be with me. When we were at aracde about 6+pm playing para with PH watching, inu reached, follow by hiyu ma, JJ and daryl to wish me a happy bday. Hiyu ma, JJ, daryl and aho gave me a heart shape necklace with pink roses and gem ^-^ thankiew desu! i love it!

Inu and tama mummy gave a full moon wa sagashite artbook by Arina Tanemura! :3 daisuki desu! but the forgetful inu jie left the NETS transaction record paper in the plastic bag XD

Jolene then gave me a Melon seed Bath and shower gel ^^ It smells great <3

Kaori and neph bought me a pair of star shape earrings , shinely~ *-*

Lex kor then let me be the "princess" for one day ^^ and pay for my expenses from dinner on wards X3 (dinner..coffee..minight movie...)

After dinner, we went to the coffee bean in great world centre. Kitt da deviruchi suddenly poped out ^0^ and gib me a strawberry shaped lollypop and a heart shape balloon with "I love you a lot" XDXD It looks soooo kawaiii

Then i think we talked and rot until 10+ ,sen kor..kaori, janice...neph went to tampines to watch contrastine, tama mummy go home? and while me and lex kor waited at BEST for ph and jolene to come out from toilet for a long time when we called her, she said din see us around tot we go home le ,taking cab now. *swt*

So left me and lex nii chan there @_@ after going tiong bahru shopping centre checked, there will only be place at 12.30am so he called his sis and aunt to watch together, but we still have 2 hours to rot!
Pi da came to find us to gib me my bday present while we were rotting in Mac, she brought me a pair of earrings too! but it was a angel and a devil ^_^ and a small cute choco cakie~we sat there talking for more than 1hour until she went home. By then, it was almost time for the movie! <3 I felt shiawase to have someone for me to pull his sleeves when im scared. I cant believe that I really scream and hide my head behind lex kor's hand at the part when a thing that does look like human nor ghost suddely roar at the girl X_x.....It was quite a scary but funny movie when the guy is going heaven pointing middle finger at the satan XD After movie I was about to shut down too....I went home with lex kor as there was already no bus.



Many of the people there were quite unhappy with "him" to left so early on my bday,though i dont know what is SO IMPORTANT UNTIL MORE THAN MY BDAY.and i think some of them wants to smack him when they heard, "he" gave me N O T H I N G for my bday. Pi da and lex kor were not the first person that called me to dump "him"....But I have been always waited to have my love one and family to celebrate my bday with, I have been waiting and waiting for 11 feb to come, but I didnt expect to see that my love one to left me to do something on my bday. I spent my time to accompany him even after sch, my weekends are also spent mostly on "him", but what makes me so sad is why cant he just accompany me one day? on my bday? 365 days...i only have 1 day of my bday....maybe he have everyday as "his" bday...Even just a loolypop, or just a balloon, as my bday present I will already very happy, but i cant believe that he give me nothing. Its not like i dont have ppl to accompany me, I have alot of ppl that loves me and care for me, I know they want me to be shiawase....

12 Feb - After lex kor took me to city hall mrt to meet steph, sarah and xeno, i went to mura house with steph and sarah after waiting for some people to give her money for 19th tickets. Then when most of the people reached and eaten, they started playing games to guess words, losers have to drink weird things made by others. I'm always the most lucky one, only me never kana. They started playing naruto soon, and in the end my enemy is "him" everyone bet me lose,after i lose the game, i nearly lose my temper.I already know i will lose, but im still angry about in so many ppl why i have to fight him.Mura san even gave me a light blue hp pouch ^0^ now my hp finally have a "home"! "he" is oso kinda of toot until when he saw me pulls a long face then he knows "something" IS wrong. Reached home le then started to complain to my sis crying about things "he" did.*sigh* even she thinks that i should dump him. Together,6 people agreed that i should do it. I think I should set the last chance for him to be the v-day week, 14th to 20th,if my hope for him that he will change for my sake dies,it WILL be the end.

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Your dark side is centered around Fear. There is
too many feelings are burning inside your chest
making your heart beats so hard, you feel fear
crawling under your skin, running with your
blood, possesing your soul. All you want is a
warm shoulder to lean on, a quite voice tells
you everything is going to be ok, so you
finally feel secure, safe and loved like you
always wanted to be. You will find what you
want when your feelings start to see the light.


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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


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Feb. 7th, 2005 @ 09:43 pm @_@
Current Mood: tired
Song: scarlet
Man...no time to update yesterday =_=
5 feb - lucky never late for the meeting in Habour Front MRT station, but we still have to wait for some people who are late, I was having fun feeding the bird with my leftover bread while everyone was changing into their costume near BK X3 I tot the weather wont be hot as theres lots of clouds T_T but the sun cheat my $$, when me,ph,shiomi and peggy walk out with the photographers it was so DAMN hot.

As they take photos around, i was slacking somewhere near "him", I was always watching everyone from afar but "he" will never turn back to look AT me, not even look FOR me..Since we started walking into Dragon Trail,
"he" was happily talking to hayate and others, while i felt so .... and chose to walk as the last, as far as i can get away from humans.I have been wishing that he will turn back, but my wish died out before we walk out of the forest. They just kept walking and walking, until some people were left out at the playground like place while most of the cosplayers went across the bridge to take pics, I were there looking at them,at everyone from 3rd floor but no one ever noticed I was up there, no one ever saw me as i waited for the last cosplayer to cross the bridge then i started follow slowly. When I got back, yiling
knew that "he" left me alone and go play le. I was damn hell pissed off about "him" forgot about my existence. I avoided eye contact with him when we went up to wait for the "mini train" to go back to the entrance, I nearly cry infront of ph when i talk about what happened -___- I forced myself to act as nothing has happened, though my heart hurts. I ignore him since we got on the mini train, lifeless, emotionless. After we got off the mini train and went to wait for the bus, he put his hand on my shoulder as i walk, act like nothing have happened though even his brother can see other's emotion so clearly.
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Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 01:27 pm *sigh*
He is angry that i dont want to go his house accompany him today when I said i'll go on friday again. Why cant he be 1% more understanding that im having chinese,english and phy test tomolo? My phy and eng sucks like hell already...
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Feb. 1st, 2005 @ 06:51 pm O MAN HE SUCK LIKE HELL!!!!
Current Mood: annoyed
Song: Pretear - omokage wa kokoro no oku ni
Just go see sganime got what new things, cant believe that BASTARD actually wants to be sasame this cosfest,
no need see, think oso can vomit right away! That BASTARD suckx!!!! Want to be as bishy as sasame...wait longlong!!! CURSE him get bishSS by sasame fans ah!GO HELL MANX!!!!!! That GAY totally want to spoil Sasame's image!

"You have done me wrong, I shall not forgive you...DIE!!"

I WILL NEVER FORGET WAD THAT BASTARD SHIGURE AKA HIMURO AND CHIBI,LIKE A BEAN BASTARD ASAKURA JAMES DID TO ME..FOR MY WHOLE LIFE!!!

"I trusted with all my heart, but what did i get in the end? 2 bastards treating it like shit. NEVER trust guys unless you know who to, they are just wolfs hiding under a monkey's coat"
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Jan. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:53 pm ......
Current Mood: wtf
Song: D.N.Angel - Futatsu no Negai
I am 68% evil.




I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.


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Today went fort canning at 11am meet snowheart and her sister,xeno for some pics taking.I cant believe that bastard was invited too!!!!!! #@$#^!! .....

I was kinda of hurt when snow said that my hair after cutting off my tail looks DISGUSTING! I was like "wtf" in my heart. I treat him as my fren, if he say i looks weird or stranger nevermind but he damnit say disgusting. and even take his new gf as example that she is those type that looks GOOD in short hair. Dont say i bad now, i really thinks that he think too highly of themselves.

Got to know some new friends today though o_o mura san~meow san~ and when after eating meow san started drawing,in the end many unexpected names appeared in it XD snowheart became a T-rex that is chasing china and enishi, ino is a bird zzzing on my head and im looking forward to that full drawing ^^;

They went PS to play aracde for awhile then to taka kino until it close,then some of the people went home while some went to eat
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Jan. 16th, 2005 @ 10:06 pm pain...
Current Mood: depressed
Song: Love Generation - Hear Me Cry
Today is a utlra bad day for me, late for the work at tenchi manga shop, rika havent come cannot get wig and ears, while im waiting for rika i stand infront of the shelf reading manga when i suddenly notice a guy kneel
beside me very..... like doing something bad,then i see his hand holds a cam handphone. Who so powerful can do things with the hole of cam facing front? The first thing a normal human can think is , "he is trying to take pics of my under skirt". I quickly walk to skye and told her,tama mummy and andy they all came but the guy already gone. I was angry until i want to cry, "he" came back after a quite long time and SK told him about wad happened to me, all he walk over and tell me is "careful ah", I was hoping that he would say something that shows he IS worry about me...Long day passed, they are going to KFC for dinner, we packed our things and starting to head to KFC, he started searching for a screw? of his sword and call me take his whole panda suit while im already carrying his 5 frontier mazagine and my bag. After he seems to finish searching, we stand there waiting for the life when pi ask me why am i carrying so much things? The only thing belongs to me is the bag, she ask me why am i carrying it for "him" but why din he take back the things from me even he finish finding his thing and now he is chatting with other guys while only holding his sword? Is what pi asked. I looked at myself on the way to KFC, I felt like im like the xun that is carrying the things for inu.
I start wondering AM i a GUY and "he" is a GIRL? or I AM a GIRL and "he" is a GUY? Im tired of the hot and cold feelings....I love him ,but did i get the love i DESERVE? Sometimes, he can be so caring and sweet, but somethings , i feel so far and cold from him.I feel like crying.......Is the method of love i want different from him? He jus called...I cant help it but tears couldnt stop running out of my eyes.

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Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

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Jan. 6th, 2005 @ 08:13 pm weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: hyper
Song: yan wei die
Today after school go home quickly get changed and rush to city hall mrt meet sen kor,rika,kaori and nephilim
go eat curry at liang court o_o;;; curry is nice but $9.80 ;_; then we go kino upstairs after walking about in the japanese supermarket *drools at the snacks* but soon rika gonna go meet PH...We met yukina and kyoka as we walk on ^0^ *huggles yukina jie* Time passes...only left sen kor and me but he still go This Fashion at DG with me~ thankiew desu~ he waits at LJS when i go in search for my clothes *-* in the end i found 2 black skirts ,1 white blouse,1 black blouse! Together is.....$60!!!!!! Lucky i got discount card then get $6 discount ^^;; shiawase desu~~~~~~~~ finally got new skirt!!! weeeeeeeeee!!! Tomolo is friday le!!! 12.40pm release!!!!!
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Jan. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:55 pm tired X-X
Current Mood: cold
Song: Speed - White Love
31 Dec - accidentally reach city hall mrt station 1 hour before 12.30pm the meeting time.Rika appears after 10 to 15mins and she is talking to a girl, I walk to her then know the girl that dress like japanese schoolgirl standing around is luel X_X Soon,eva..cherry..miyu...shiro came. We went to change into costumes *-* cherry try on my priest costume,me and luel do something GL which borrow clothes from rika.After we finally finish dressing up, we went out and put up accesorys/headdress.Rika borrow me her chii ears and i became the freya XD Im kinda of sad when "he" reach out his hand and said "I'll carry the bag for my princess luel." then everyone ask him to carry their plastic bags. I am the only one that still have my bags then we met daryl.He soon becames our second bag carrier.
In the city link, people are always looking at us,guards came checking out the big sword eva carrys...one even said, "Welcome to Singapore" to us, we all peng.As we walks around taking pics, PH...senti kor..and ppls
came joins us.This is the first time i ever take so much pic since i joined cosplay 2 years ago.Me..rika..sen kor...eva parted with cherry..shin..PH...nicky...ino them at abt 7pm+ going to andy house count down. Though i wanted to go see fireworks ;_; a tired night....but happy.I cant wait for the pics to get load up

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